hm...

this is a very, very useful website.

i have just realized that is is only two weeks and four days until xmas. wow.... i am not even feeling the slightest bit xmassy at all.

the weather is more like september; i am on a self inflicted longer holiday; the girlfriend (<- did i mention her already?) lives in berlin and by the beginning of the new year i will not even be having a car and probably will be moving to a new city. with my luck it is going to be further away from berlin.

plus - to put cream and sugar on top - i do neither have the finances not the slightest idea on what presents to give to whom. (ok, i was lying about the ideas...)

bah... feels more like xmessy.

the good thing about procrastination is that you can always take care of it later.

after a week of work and lots of unpleasent stuff it is such a fine thing to relax the brain muscle with the help of a bottle of chardonnay and watching a cool movie at the same time.

live is good tonight.

"and then again, there are evenings like these, where i am not able to drink enough wine to drown my sorrow and all the dark thoughts haunting me. it is those evenings where i am most vulnerable and open minded towards them stupid thoughts. it is those evenings that make me grow old and realize how much i have been getting used to drinking, how much i have lost my faith and strength over all those years."

[said who?]

but blogging still bores me. sorry...

[edit: okok, i´ll try again. but no promises.]